How?

So I know what I want in life. I know where I want to be, both financially and socially. But I dont know how to get to where I want to be. I really have no idea. I know it wont come with a bat of my eyelashes. Trust me...Ive tried. But I honestly need to sit down and think about it.

I want a lot. Its going to be very tough...that much I know.

I dont want a huge house. I dont want to be a superstar. I just want to be able to afford the lifestyle I THINK I have. To be brutally honest to myself I life beyond my means...and its starting to take a toll on me and I really need to fucking stop.

I got an invite to this Fashion Show/Party for next friday, and this stylist will be there. Hes not my favorite person in the world...but then again I dont know him too well. He just seems way too full of himself.

But I would like to talk to him and try and get as much insight as to how to get things rolling or whatever. Where to start, shit to know, and all those important things.

Hopefully he wont be a cunt.

ughs.