meh.

I spent all day today in bed.

I was given a shot and some meds by the doctor on monday, only to wake up tuesday puking and shitting my brains out....not cute.

Im so frail, im so pale. It hurts to move. It hurts to cry, it hurts to think.

So so soooo much is going on right now. I dont even know hwo to react to it.

I think I knew it was coming....I can sense things like this, but I honestly dont know what to do about it.

I just want to run away. I want to run to someplace where no one can find me, someplace I can be me.

...i love you.