Lately ive had this urge for a relationship. No kid shit. I want something real.
But it honestly scares me. I have this image...and this image is that im independant and non human. I apparantly have NO feelings. I didnt dub myself with this image. It was basically given to me without my want for it. And ive come to terms with it and basically dont give a fuck.
Its the furtherst from the truth. Im so NOT independant. I hate it, but look...im 19. How indepandant can a 19year old really be?
I guess im sick of being aloneish? Im not really alone. I have friends and all, but I just want to find someone I can actually open up to, and show the real me.
Good luck with that.
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